http://www.geocities.com/calcfreak901/ib.html

this is quite funny, though im not as "IB" as they are =P

theone thing i can really agree with:
TOP 10 reasons to be an IB Diploma Candidate:

BE A HELP WITHOUT DOING MUCH

http://www.questionpro.com/akira/TakeSurvey?id=592968

My math project needs some NUMBERS :D and so I created a survey

i hope this all works out. then i wont have to print 398240982097584 papers :D

http://www.questionpro.com/akira/TakeSurvey?id=592968

BUT Take this only if you are in high school. It's completely anonymous, so don't worry!!!

Please if possible pass it onto Underclassmen!

http://www.questionpro.com/akira/TakeSurvey?id=592968

So uh I heard about the news last night. it was quite..

i didnt know her well. it took me a minute to even remember who she was.

But i know I had her in some class. she obviously never had a negative image. She comes across my mind as a really, for lack of a better word, a nice person. genuine.

it brings me back to...2004? when he died. it was so unreal back then.  and it's more unreal now, because im not even there, where everyone is sad. but of course, even back then I was in high school, he was still in jr. high.

I dont know? Death is something not tangent for me. two people I "know" and have seen and can remember, have died. I really honestly do not remember much about my grandmas, except being in the hospital. but them, i saw them, almost on a daily basis at least for a year. and they're not part of this world?

It's crazy. In my spanish dialogue for a project, we talk about death so easily. "oh this guy died, he got beheaded"blahblahblah. but really, if it comes to MY people, I dont know. I JUST DONT KNOW HOW I WOULD REACT TO IT.  why AM i  so touchy about this, even when I wasnt even her friend? when I dont remember her voice, her personality, her anything. 
i dont know. imagining death now, not being able to touch them or see anyone again. scares me to the farthest extent possible. even the death of myself is scary

i wish, i wish, i wish. I could be like Donne when I meet death.
"Death be not proud....
And death shall be no more; death, thou shalt die."

i reserved two tickets for narisa y moi, to my favorite korean band concert.

12/30!

all night probably. or maybe until 1?

anyway, it'll be fun. i bet 10 bucks korean boys would swarm over her.

Thank you

I Thank God for......

family. opportunity. friends. all the horrible things that never happened to me and to those i care about(diseases, illness, nukes haha. etc). food. home. health. materialistic things. forgiveness. church. people. letting me live for 17 years without really any trouble.

Thank you for Narisa. who will be coming this winter. spending time with me in Korea. I'm excited and nervous at the same time. she has been really incredible in the last 3 years and a half that i have known her. Hibiscus: Delicate beauty

Thank you for Eunice. who has been real nice, humorous, caring. one of the people that i really really connect with. She is always the first one to recognize anyone down in the dumps =P and offer her hands and also ask others to help lift them up. poinsettia: Be of good cheer

Thank you for Rachel. she.. her kindness icannot describe in words. i dont think anyone can. She lifts my spirits up with her bright smile, talent, and personality. I feel sorry that I am not always with her, but she is with me and she has never lost her patience. Gladiolus: Strength of character; Sincerity; Generosity; Natural grace

Thank you for Elizabeth. the innocence and cuteness that she carries is really ajoy to everyone. Her words and acts are always always genuine, which I give respect to, because that really means something unique and significant in this school, as well as anywhere else. Rose (White): Innocence; Purity; Heavenly; Secrecy; Silence; Charm

Thank you for Jenny. Another light to my life!eeee. our conversation is always amazing, though i fail to respond a lot of times. I laugh when I read her words, I really feel that I am related to her in a special way. Becoming good friends again since I've left has been amazing.  queen anne's lace : Haven

thank you for
hyeyoung : pansy                                   dongeun : Hydrangea                   suny : dahlia 
Thoughtful reflection; Merriment            Thank-you for understanding;    Dignity; Elegance; Good taste; Instability
 

jane :  red camillia                          danielle: caladium                   yunsuk : orchid
  Unpretending excellence                      Great joy and delight                  Love; Beauty; Refinement; Beautiful lady
 

 
karin : hyacinth                                christine : ranunculus 
    Games; Sports; Rashness                  Radiant; Charming

Thank you for Sooyoung. thank you for my cal high friends. thank you for those who care about me, even a tiny bit.
Those worth mentioning, but havent, due to the limit of memory in my brain.

Those are the only ones on xanga :D